Well no way does this get easier bro. Sometimes I live like it’s not real and I want to go and see you. Talk have banter and just hear your voice. That’s the hardest part. I know your at peace, but I’m struggling to accept that this is life’s plan. Cos how can someone so special to so many be taken away so young. But I have to find faith and balance in this shit decision and learn to live and find peace with it. I thought I’d said everything I wanted to say to you. So you would let go. But now you have gone it’s like I have a whole world of conversation not said to you. I guess that’s always going to be the case. As I live each day and experience things I will want to tell you. I know your there just not felt you yet. I guess I’m still grieving too much I will never forget our special moments in time together. From being young to growing old together till you had to leave. Lots of love my dearest brother. 🥰🥰😍🥰😍💙💙💙